Internal Ramblings

I am such a sucker for those tumultuous emotions that only assault your brain at night. I mean right now, I'm a perfectly rational, sane, somewhat emotionless girl. I've got my head screwed on straight and my vision is full speed ahead. But at night, when all of the little thoughts start to trickle in, like "I wish I could tell this person this" or "I should live every day like it's my last" or "I really miss such and such", then I get sad, and I consider doing rash silly things that won't be productive at all. Yet most of the time, I act on them anyway, even though I know it's stupid. The joys of knowing my zodiac is Cancer? Ha.