Oh wow...

I guess I...lost track of time? That's probably an inadequate excuse because I've thought of the blog. I have. I just haven't taken the time to update it. It's like on days I work, I want to do nothing in my spare time, and on days I don't work, I'm busy moving, wedding planning, being with Luke, and...doing nothing. Blogging isn't some huge chore! I just...haven't felt it. I guess. 

Anyway! I'm here now! And guess what?

I'm getting hitched in 9 days. 

That's right folks, I'm in the single digits. My brain and the rest of me don't quite comprehend everything that is happening. I spent my entire life thinking nobody would ever love me, I'd always be too shy and awkward and ugly for anyone to even bother. And now I'm getting married. To the most selfless, patient, and understanding man I know. So forgive me if I'm a little confounded. 

I think everything is shaping up to be really nice. I've had two small slip ups. The first being my center pieces didn't turn out (I was having a bridesmaids brother grow sunflowers) and the second is they misprinted my programs. On the plus side, now I'm getting them for free. 

I'm freaking out like crazy over Hawaii. It's like this is a whole dream come true wrapped up in a bunch of frilly white wrapping paper. I'm so happy and anxious and excited that I find myself feeling jittery almost constantly. If not for work, I'm pretty sure I'd be a nutcase. 

I am so blessed I can hardly stand it. That's all for now though. I'll write more and post some pics when I get back from the trip!